future guinea pigs.

Next month two lucky guinea pigs will be coming home with us.


In a cage at petsmart lay two little piggys, snuggled up together in their house. The other piggys are out playing in the hay but these two, they just wanna relax. They lay in the house all snuggled up until their cage starts to move. Suddenly their house is gone and there are humans trying to reach them. The two little piggys start freaking out and running around trying to avoid capture. They split up so they have a better chance of staying in the cage. Boom one gets snatched up. They other is sad but still scurrying around. The one who is captured gets transferred from one arm to someone elses. Once in the arms of this human the piggy calms down and gives into the hugs. He is happy and calm and realizes this is who he is meant to be with. He gets sad for a moment thinking of his friend and what will happen to him. Then his friend gets captured and put in the ladys arm and he knows they will be together as best friends forever in the arms of this crazy lady who makes them feel safe and sound.

I imagine this is how it will go when I pick out my piggys. I love guinea pigs and can’t wait to get more. They will be so loved and taken cares of.

Also sorry about Friday, I have been dealing with some family stuff.


going on hiatus

I am really sorry for not posting regularly. As I have stated before I suffer from depression and I just can’t seem to want to do anything. I just can’t seem to get myself out of this funk. This site was designed to give me structure and something to do everyday. With something that I enjoy, writing. The problem is that I just don’t want to. I mean I actually do but I don’t want to be forced to write and put out something that I am not happy with, which I’ve done before. I am going on hiatus for a while until I can pull myself out of this funk. I am really sorry for this, but I feel it is best for my mental health.


I am sorry for the lack of content lately. I have had some real life issues going on that have taken precedent over my blog. Things should be back to normal now and regular blogs should be back tomorrow. Also I am going to watch the eclipse today. Thank you to anyone who reads the things that I write.

Am I a nerd for taking free online classes for the fun of it? Maybe. I might be considered a nerd or geek by some. However I enjoy learning. I always did really well in school. I love school supply shopping. I just think school is awesome.

I can’t believe that my nephew is in middle school. It is really just mind boggling. I mean I know that he is growing up and stuff. I still remember him when he was in diapers. I remember watching him learn how to do things. I remember him thinking I was the greatest. Now I am not so much, he still loves me.

I feel really old right now knowing that I was in middle school at the end of the 90s and he is just starting middle school now. I mean its like when you find out your favorite movie as a child is now old enough to drink. It is just mind boggling how fast and slow time goes by.

I know this is all over the place and rambly but my mind is all over the place and rambly right now. I am also very hungry and am waiting on my soup to cook.


This is a puzzle that I did a while ago.


What do you do if you are in a relationship and the tables are flipped? Say you are supposed to be the random and crazy person with no direction in life and your friend has always been the one to know exactly what and who she wanted to be.

What do you do in that situation? Do you try to top them by doing something completely out of the ordinary or do you let them have this? I mean is it even a good thing if you have no idea what you want and think everyone else has it figured out? It turns out no one has it figured out. Everybody is struggling with something.

People are all over the place. Very few people actually know what they want to do, or are even really  happy with their jobs. It takes a lot of guts to admit that you need something different in your life. I personally am still trying to figure out what I want to do with my life and who I want to be.


Sorry this is all rambly. My brain is all over the place right now. The image is found on google image. The link to the original page it’s from didn’t work.


If I was a puzzle

I would ask why

put me together

and then tear me apart.

There is no need to redo me

I will be the same time and again.

Why take the time to rip me apart

just to put me back together again?

I feel your anger and your rage as you

try piece after piece until you get the right fit.

Why do you bother with me at all?

I am not necessary

I am not needed.

I only bring you anger until the end.

Then you experience a brief moment of satisfaction

because you conquered me.

Then you pull me apart to do all over again.


This is one of the last puzzles I did in my last place. I really enjoy puzzles. I don’t know why I am doing a lot of poetry lately. I think I kind of like it.